This Life is Difficult.

I want a guy who will treat me the same way as when he did when we first started dating

Instead of asking me how many pills I took, ask me how happy I am.

I need to go back on a diet. I really wanna try to lose weight the right way, but it’s hard since I had an eating disorder. The only way I know how to lose weight is to starve myself

"The thing about an anxiety disorder is that you know it is stupid. You know with all your heart that it wasn’t a big deal and that it should roll off of you. But that is where the disorder kicks in; Suddenly the small thing is very big and it keeps growing in your head, flooding your chest, and trying to escape from under your skin. You know with all of your heart that you’re being ridiculous and you hate every minute of it. The fact that many people don’t recognize or have patience for your illness only makes everything worse."

- Ten years of experience (via punkasspoet)

(via i-m-d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d)

"Maybe you can afford to wait. Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow. Maybe for you there’s one thousand tomorrows, or three thousand, or ten, so much time you can bathe in it, roll around it, let it slide like coins through you fingers. So much time you can waste it.
But for some of us there’s only today. And the truth is, you never really know."

- Lauren Oliver
(via purplebuddhaproject)

(via withyouheretonight)

"If he doesn’t look at you like you’re the most magnificent piece of art he’s ever laid eyes on, he’s not the one."

- Ways to tell if he’s not the one. (via c0caine—kiss3s)

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